Thursday, June 08, 2006
hooooo. juz got news tat da saturdae gathering thing for paz n jeri is cancelled cos they wldn't be able to make it.
sad.
but on the other hand, wld be able to enjoy my SG buffet peacefully.
yays!!
haha.
now dun have to worry so much bout which one to attend at wat time etc. hahahah. cun wait. tink i gotta starve myself for like two days then eat like mad when i get there!
hah!
no!!!
cannot eat so much!!!!
growing fat already=(
haiz. not like last time still so slim.
argh.
muz control. !
oh man. juz now went to watch match with teddy wj n sheeE By. juz happened tat lsbc was playing too, at the other court.
saw desmond sun hong james playing!
so exciting!
sooooo long nv c them play le.
brings back memories....
aha. they did well anyway, tink was fiftyplus - lessthantwenty.
so tats good=]
n then after tat match was the MI one..
justina was playing.... sugger. bleah.
anyway...
CHEL!!!
i saw jessica[my-ex-very-close-fren] there!!
omg. was staring at the lsbc bench there then saw one figure quite very farmiliar.
n it was reali her!!! haha.
felt kinda weird.
din noe whether to say hi or not if she saw me/we walk past each other/meet in the toilet etc. well. din reali bother at 1st lah.
THEN.
after da lsbc match was standing there admiring the icantrememberwhat when i suddenly heard someone saying hi. looked up n it was heR.
O.O
well. said hi back lah. cannot be rude rite. ohman. the feeling so erm.. that one..... =S
argh.
nehhmine. lucky she din stay to chat for long. heh.
her bf was there too like duh. still looks da same...
n yes she's still soooo stick. like u said, chel. haha
other ppl spotted: zhulong, kar jun [botak already]..
miss them. .
hhmmm. dunno hu else. were standing so far away. but looked in our direction a few times. wondering if they saw us anot.
din dare to wave.
save ourselves from embarrassment.
waiting outside the toilet there for desmond to come by so we cld chat with him. but guess he left already cos was no where to be seen.
well, james-n-his-nice-green-shirt was friendly enuff to say hi when he saw me=]
OKAY!
its late.
i have to be going=]
happy birthday.
you sang to me @ {2:00:00 AM}
ooohh. love my new stick! aka my new boyfren! so pretty!! dark bloo. n smoooth.. shiny.=D
but wun stay tat way for long. gonna use it for the 1st time tml during training yah.
well, i'll still lurve it=]
beautiful.
you sang to me @ {1:36:00 AM}
Sunday, June 04, 2006
who will ?
make me smile again.
i can feel the blood oozing out of me.
don't worry. its natural.
you sang to me @ {4:11:00 AM}
the following chunk of words is crap. that's why its not in large font. so don't bother reading it.
its time for me to be emo.
man. i dunno wats gotten over me. suddenly feel so sad n down. wt*. argh. don't mind me.
just came back from pimp nite over at the club. was alright. can't say i totally had a blast but it was not too bad lah. day started off with me waking up at four twelve this afternoon. was feeling much better then. gonna meet tine fel max n fadlzy at six at city hall, proceed to get my stick n then head off to da club. well max said he'd be there quite early but when i reached and called him, he was onli at dhoby ghaut. ohwells. juz waited patiently. and patience was like much needed todae cos everyone else was late. very. apparently, tine was still at home. n fel too. fadzly was on the bus somewhere. was with max n another scc hockey guy from sp whose name i forgot. well tat guy needed to get sth from peninsular too so we headed off to get our stuff 1st, while waiting for da slowfarts to come. basement area which i've never seen before. bumped into gordon. music stuff all around. cool green n black drumsticks. cd shop. done with his shopping. off to the top floor. max was so excited. like it was he hu was getting da stick. hah. farnie guy. din have any idea which stick i wanted. he suggested da 4000. said it was betta than 5000 or anything else. so yea. anyway wasn't planning to get 5000 yea. time to bargain with da uncle. talked alot of cock. da uncle i mean. saying tat 4000 is da onli stick used in world cups now etc. pissed both max n fren off. while i was there luffing at their reactions. was aiming hundred but got away with hundred and five. which is good enuff for me lah. thnx max.fren went to da club 1st cos ppl were rushing him. n we went back underground to wait for the slowfarts. corne appeared soon after. he juz had his hair cut the same way as before. bought new shirts. one to wear for the function. next came fadzly. n then tine, at six fourty. jonny tenghao n fren-hu-was-with-us-earlier joined us too. n finally came the aunty. latelatelatelate. late. nevermind. forgivable.finally off to da club. food was good. played some table games. well what can i say. our table wasn't super enthu. but participated to a certain level. love the ice cream. was left there with jonny tenghao unknown n forgotten-hu. shoving ice cream in our faces before we could join da rest in the lounge where the band was performing. sean was drummer. tine n fel were pretty shocked when they found out. music was good. vocals not brilliant but acceptable. keyboard cldn't hear a single bit. drums were great but was drowning the other instruments. guitars three of them. cool stuff. then came lucky draw. nth special though i wish i had won the portable tv. ohwells. da long awaited dance followed. naomi vima jeanette zara rahima. pretty girls. cute dance. loved it. more songs by the band. n this drinking competition which was reali interesting to watch. all da rubby guys so bigbigmachomacho. a little scary though. well... left soon after. took onefourseven with jonny n desmond. tats when all the emoshit started. the rest is history.bleah.
i don't wanna feel like this. help me. argh. i wish i wouldn't ever have this shitty feeling ever again. i wish things would go my way so i wouldn't have to feel this way. haiz.
i don't like me.
do you?
speshly when ur emo.
pmsing.
noone there to tok to n cheer u up..
i guess writing reali does help.
you sang to me @ {2:34:00 AM}
